sze's day

In a relationship: If the relationship is no longer important to us anymore, how we treat the relationship will reveal our original motive. this point hit me quite alot. people come and go, but a true relationship is one that is deeply rooted.

A friend must have the quality to receive my seed. Bible says if the seed falls on thorny grounds, it will not grow. A friend must have a heart with futile soil, that whatever i sow into that ground, surely will bloom into flowers. Pastor share something about bosom friends

Luke 6:28 Give, and it will be given to you: good measure, pressed down, shaken together, and running over will be put into your bosom. For with the same measure that you use, it will be measured back to you.” Loving someone means willing to give everything u have to him/her bcoz u love him/her. when you give, it will be given back to you.. when you give something that is closest to u to the person u are closest with..


i woke up feeling a little stress for my results. I remembered what bro caleb told one of the kids," U every time tell God how BIG is ur mountain. WHY DUN U TELL THE MOUNTAIN HOW BIG IS YOUR GOD!!" true, many a times, i forgot that God is indeed BIG!
it hit me about first love. i seemed to have lose focus on the first love. but i noe only God can give me back my frist love.He will bring to remembrance when i pray. during praise today, i tot to myself, if praising God without first loving Him, i will soon lose everything to routine,and eventually when it wud come to an end. No routine, everything should be birthed with one purpose, loving God.:)


tdy dunno why now bit grieved.. :) maybe its bcoz people ard me are backsliding, just feel sad. hang in there friends, lets go thru everything together.dun give up just like that!! its not evn the end, why have u lost ur faith in God. dun give up!!! piCK URSELF UP AND run the race.. i dun need and sms telling me that hey we still can be friends????what !!RUN THE RACE to the END! COME ON!!! PICK UP!!! WHEN DID I SAY I AM GOING TO LET GO OF UR HAND!

indeed how we end will determine how we enter expo.. hmm... spare me for being emotional :x

GOD

GOD's love is a healing tool..
when i am hurt, he touched me again and again..
when i am stressed and i cant hear His voice, He stays and prays for me because He love me.
when i am persecuted, He stands by me and says he understand.
when my mind is distracted towards Him, He forgives me.
He is gentle He is kind.He sets my path right again.. what can i say?
God u are amazing..
let the world cry out to you..because u ll touch them and move for them..

sze's blur thoughts

today is sat.. counting down a month more to exams.
Friday i was sitting down alone at the table outside S4..reading the bible..so i started to take out my guitar to worship
somehow feel helpless. why the sudden stretch and feel breathless..perhaps is people in school
some thoughts that went thru. Arent we supposed to be the head and not the tail.. somehow the blow by the devil has struck me down at the bottom. SZE PICK URSELF UP! THE LORD IS MY SHEPHERD! HE MAKES ME LIE DOWN AT THE GREEN PASTURE!!
LEAD ME TO A ROCK WHICH IS HIGHER THAN I AM OH LORD

this week.. tiring. time just flies as it usually does, before i open my eyes to see its already october. everyday trying to have a new revelation. God i try.. i try..

CHildren church.. somehow bit disppointed. no sze look at the cross not at urself u ll be so upset at the end of ther day if u keep looking at urself. ITS ABOUT YOU GOD!! ITS ALL ABOUT YOU!

God truly allow us to go thru tribulation and its always during all these trials i learn to be stronger. There are so many things i wanna write about...so many so many... but there is not even a time to sit down and review whats going on..

i always wanted to give thanks to the people around me.. ever since my birthday.. wow thats like a month go

daddy and mummy:the guitar.PRICELESS
cynthia..thanks for all the sweet things you have down for me.for the shirt.for the effort to surprise me and eat dinner
rosie: the jellly and the chocolate and the thought and the pen.really very very touched by this little princess
jessica n jo: the nice earrings..thanks for always loving me dearies.my two baobei sister from vell
brother:for ur lvoely birthday song that is priceless at 12 midnight
Lilian: u are the best angel.always so patient when i m weak u r there to be with me. when i m stress u are there to cry with me. when my wings are broken, u stop and lend me urs
chris:u called u remember
sarah:thanks for caring
wenhan: the stuff u bought overseas really appreciate that even thou..hahaha oversize
sheun ming: the super super super sweet book mark
sheng Min: the super touching sms
xinyu: my dearest dearest sec buddy who remembers my birthday and called from overseas.. that surprises me.cried..
brother caleb: the kind effort to look for something i like and make every child on the bus sang birthday song for me..thanks for always loving me as ur sister all the time. you are really a great brother
xiaorong: I LOVE YOU!!! U ARE SO SWEET. u remembered my fav perfume..thanks huifen, huilin, adam, dan, yiquan, rick,cereal, lilian, chris
adam: THANKS FOR being the first in sms. touched.
priscila:thanks sis. i noe u love me. thanks.
Zhenying: U r my friend, someone i love.thanks for getting the whole cell to msg me. i noe u care
Jack:thanks.thanks for always being so thoughtful
HUiying :thanks for the..nice nice earrings..HUGS
budddy xiaohui!:thanks for standing by ME!!!
vel n sir: hugs
erjie,shan,helena,sharon.thanks

just miss u nicholas.its ok that u forgot.as long as u are still close with GOD, i m very very happy