saturday

loving You
LOVING YOU
Jesus

You mean everything to me
for all these world will never be
Your name reigns in my heart
You re all that I m depend on....

everybody has a different calling

adam is right..

dun have to forcus on what others do

its MY WALK with GOD..

easy

simple

LOVE

all ready!! look at thier foreheads,shining with the glory of the Lord. getting all ready for cheerleeading. by the way all the photos below all are my cheerleading khakis, super strong by now. we won the first!!! gonna attach the link to her so that you guys can see my performance!! so happy we got first by the grace of the LORD!!! yeah!!! 1.5 months of hard work, tears all ended on one day!!! 

chenjun n jason!shuai ah!! hahaha so cute like 2 penguins 

all the guys!all super nice!enyao,chuan ben,kangwei,yongsheng,keeve,willy,jason,chenjun,jason,yiquan,peilong, and lastly cyril 

wow!! church mnake up room!! so nice right. their outfit..whoo lala 

jason n rickieeeee. my jie mei. this guy on the left super talented in music, on the right is a little sunflower.always so cheerful.we are all in church for the last viewing i think 

cheerleading day!!whee! 

me n my huilin.banana a lively girl i ever met so crazy about banana!! 

stuNned 

woo..jesse lao shi, rong n sze in church!look at the chairs at the back!!its all stack up fpr our stunning stun 

yesterday!

“But now it comes upon you, and you are weary;
It touches you, and you are troubled.
Is not your reverence your confidence?
And the integrity of your ways your hope?”

If ever this day something strikes me or touches me like it touches Job I pray that I will let my reverence be my confidence and my integrity be my hope.

Friday ( last week)
Went to meet up with Huiyin.
I was reluctant at first because I am don’t like to start all over again. I trust God, I decided to step up in faith to meet her. I got her presents because she is going overseas for 10days. Pastor once said “You can give without loving but you cannot love without giving.” I love therefore I gave.
Actually I don’t have to give in to the lies of the devil anymore. He told me that things about my friends make me resist the friendship. I have decided I shall put him to nothing by loving my friends even more meeting up more.

Brought mummy to see doctor
It was a water bubble in the womb or do you call that cease?Not too sure. What I know is that God is going to take care of it. I am worried but my worries rise up to Him as a prayer. Evil devil, what a pain you are. Seems like you like to challenge God right? You are a big LOSER!!

Today is Wednesday!
Since morning I don’t feel too good and Sarah knows because she say I don’t sound quite right.
Went to pray, cry out for the presence of God. This time I give it my best cry like never before. I scream I yell I shout I prayed strong in tongues but it seemed that I just need to wait upon the Lord.
I wanted to ask Jessica to come to my house and prayer but in the end we never but the Spirit really works in a special way. Brother Caleb called. How on earth does he know that I want to pray? Praise the Lord! We prayed and I feel so so so much better after praying. He told me to claim the promises of God. You got to claim by faith!
His claim was “ No eyes has seen No ears have heard” wow! I think he is really a man of God. One thing so different about him and any other Christian friend is that he always go back to the word of God. He is so hungry for the word of God and always so inquisitive about how the Holy Spirit works. Thank God that he is my visitation leader!
My claim is that His unfailing love will never leave me. His words will be like peace to my soul. He said in His words that they will not come back to Him void.
God don’t you ever leave me alright?

Went to get Pam and Jon’s birthday present.
Sometimes I don’t really understand why Sarah have be in such an inflexible way regarding the buying of present. Maybe its just me not having a big heart. Well lets move on

Today Bible study is tremendous!
Something hit me.
1) I have to desire not only for more of the Holy Spirit, not of the gifts but also more of the supernatural. The problem with me is that I always don’t desire for anything, which is quite bad.
2) 1 Thessalonians 5:17-19 Pray without ceasing.. Give thanks! DO not quench the Spirit
3) Leviticus6:13perpetual fire shall burn on the altar, it shall never go out.. The fire must not go out, we must keep it burning!!
4) In order to live as a Christian, a person must be LED by the Holy Spirit! This is very crucial I think because many of us always work in our own way forgetting that the Holy Spirit is our chief revelator. Without Him, we are really nothing. Then we will be able to do the right thing at the right time in the right season with the right purpose.
5) SEEK first the kingdom of God and righteousness, and all things will be added to you. Therefore do not worry for tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about it own things. Sufficient for the day is its own trouble. Yup! SEEK FIRST. So many times I just act on my own, ended up in the wrong way, wrong path, lost. It will be so much more easier if I seek the kingdom of God.
6) ZOE LIFE! This is the one that brother Caleb often talks about but I don’t pay much attention. Zoe life means leading the life like God, we think like God and we live like Him. Exciting!
7) Outpouring of divine love is the result of the baptism in the Spirit
This is the one that hit me the most! I finally understood why the Spirit of God didn’t really poured out much during my quiet time.

Says in the bible 1 Corinthians 13:1, “Though I speak with tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I have become sounding brass or a clanging cymbal.”
Because I do not have love.
Iknow this is affecting me. Don’t seem to have love between me and Sarah but I really pray for divine love to be upon this friendship.

1John4;7-8 Beloved let us love one another, for love is of God; and everyone who loves is born of God and knows God. He who does not love does not know God, for God is love.

Because of love, He gave. He gave His Son.
His beloved Son.

I do not love I do not know God at all. Of course it is not an obligation, it’s a revelation. Thank you Jesus, I love You.

1John 4:12-13,16
No one has seen God at any time. If we love one another, God abides in us, and His love has been perfected in us, because He has given us His Spirit…And we have known and believed the love that God has for us. God is love, and he who abides in love abides in God, and God in Him

1Corinthians 13:13
And now abide faith, hope, love, these three; but the greatest of these is love.

LOVE TEST
The measure of love we had for God and others= the amount of Holy Spirit that is filled in us.

This is so so true!!
Dear Lord I just want to end my day with a prayer.


Dear heavenly Father let me come before you with revelation sealed with the word of God. Let all that I learnt be locked up in my heart and I pray that I will always seek first the kingdom of God. God I always pray that my love tank will always be filled to the brim by you so that I can love people the way You do. Father teach me to be always led by the Spirit not by my will but Yours be done. Father I thank you for such great love in Jesus name I pray.
Amen

am i lost?

today is thursday.

yest past in a dazzy way, before i know it, i have slept throught the day.was having a headache, diarrhoea, and shivering after BS but nonetheless i didnt regret going.

just felt abit lost, especially after discipleship.

zhenying said something that struck me.. whatever you are saying now, God records it..don't make empty promises to God. If you really want to change go and pray.

yup i agree.. i am full of myself, full of pride.

always thinking of myself.

emotional..

feeling bit blue now.. just now was listening to pastor phil pringle. he says that we should not let out emotion control us. we take control over our emotions and mind.

yup now its the time for some soul searching...

yesterday learnt about yielding to the Holy Spirit..

only when we make Jesus our Lord over our life, we will have liberty over that area. its not easy because there are so many areas in which God wants to touch. Yet easy because we just have to let go and let God..

its easy sze, let go and let God

the measure of the Holy Spirit depends on how much we are willing to open up.

the responsibility depends on how much we receive..

i remember hearing from pastor Benny Hinn that

faith is the substance hope for, evidence not seen..

for hope to get to faith, it takes prayer..

there is no standing still.. i cannot be a stumbling block to other younger believers. sze you got to move.. stop hanging in your own thoughts.. there is a river running from the throne, flow with that river.. its easy..

felt that the Lord is telling me this..

He keeps on reminding me to put on the whole armor of God.

The Armor of God

10Finally, be strong in the Lord and in his mighty power.

11Put on the full armor of God so that you can take your stand against the devil's schemes.

12For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms.

13Therefore put on the full armor of God, so that when the day of evil comes, you may be able to stand your ground, and after you have done everything, to stand.

14Stand firm then, with the belt of truth buckled around your waist, with the breastplate of righteousness in place,

15and with your feet fitted with the readiness that comes from the gospel of peace.

16In addition to all this, take up the shield of faith, with which you can extinguish all the flaming arrows of the evil one.

17Take the helmet of salvation and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God.

18And pray in the Spirit on all occasions with all kinds of prayers and requests. With this in mind, be alert and always keep on praying for all the saints.
19Pray also for me, that whenever I open my mouth, words may be given me so that I will fearlessly make known the mystery of the gospel,

20for which I am an ambassador in chains. Pray that I may declare it fearlessly, as I should.

The Christian who puts on all 6 items of the armor is fully protected from the crown of his head to the soles of his feet. But if he omits only one part, his protection cease to be complete. He cannot omit any one piece and expect thst snother piece will serve as a substitue.

its time to pick myself up..

yest pastor derrek was sharing that.. the secret that pastor Kong has to having such great anointing is just having spiritual discipline.. praying and reading the word. very easy.. just these 2..