taking on a new perspectives..

Hey guys.. I didnt know you all are faithfully reading what I have written and obviously I am very touched.. Special thansk to sarah and Yana.. Rah rah.. You are really super sweet because when I thought You werent looking, you were always beside me... like the air that is with me. :) very encouraged by u.. btw whats ur blog.. sorry I lost the new addie. Hope u dun mind..

Thank you Yana.. ur words worth more than anything. Sorry I maybe always so concerned abt myself, sometimes may have well neglected you...thanks for the little note that you give me that says :

Friends are friends forever, and the Lord's the lord of them
A friend will not say 'never', a welcome will not end.
Though it's tine to let you go, in the Father's hands we grow,
A lifetime's not too long, to live as friends

Mon: I guess..

The past week have been a really special week. On monday I had something really entertaining.. I went to school with Rosie.. I feel so excited because I am already to share with her the gospels. Although I didnt manage to, we came to school together.. and things were good. I would like to thank God for the time spent..

I went for a jog.. A very nice one.

I talked to jiaying!! :) lOkks like she is very open and I love her loads :)

wed: Had NTU ministry.. It makes me realsie that when I am in His presence.. I really experienced purity and peace.. Nothing can be exchanged for that.

tHAnk you babe!! :) I miss talking to you.. I think when I talk to her I have this very sisterly feeling. Like he Bible says a cord of three strands is not easily broken.. Both of us are linked to each other through spirits and I guess I experience the joy of the LORD from her too..

Friday:

I collected the pay!! and Guess what I saw yana at ES4e..

Caught up with JUstin. Thank God for a bunch of fun-lovers like them... thank you for accompanying me thru the long long hols...

thank god for Cynthia.She came my house for dinner.. I think I love being with her.. :)

Cant really really what happen for the week.. But I enjoyed visiting w Caleb. Interesting.. We tried to saturate the place by peeping into units of flats to look for children.. haha running here and there.. perspiring.. the satisfaction of work brings joy..

wed:

Jiawei sang.. I felt the friendship getting stronger.. He was on the stage while me n nike was cheering for him .. our hearts out..

Thurs:

1.there is the ODAC bbq. It was boring. Eating and talking about relationship stuff.. Hmm... I am already very bothered with han chong. STOP REminding me.. thank God for the courage to reject him. Thank God for Alan when he listens to me and give advice..I felt that I have wasted much time

JIawei thanks for walking abck with me.. I think I really prefer talking to a friend than to have some funny social gathering which is totally unfruitful..

2. I cry out to the lOrd in the room and I thank God for his omnipresence..

3The math test! Thank God for the peace. Although i didnt get everything correct I was very calm thru the surprise test...

Sat: Dinner at marina.. I thank God for my dearest mummy n daddy who give me good food and care..Although they are persecuting me.. Blessed are those who are persecuted..

Mummy is super nice to me!And she made porridge for me.. Sometimes when I really feel not well treated in hostel..which just happened, I really felt like hugging her and cry..

sun: today is a beautiful day. I went to service..

I think I am unhappy.. I duNno why. But I am trusting the LORD. This feeling has been with me for a long time.. But from today onwards.. I am going to renew myself. I am seeking Him even when I have problems.. I am and I will..

"I will be FREE when I cast on Him. For the day i declare Him as my only Lord and savior I put Him first in my life... "

It brings me to thank God once again that I am not in the 'survival economy' , and no need to look for means to survive each day.

I will not be conformed, but transformed thru the hearing, and the hearing fr the word of God.

itS a rainy day....

the Day started off well not until when Alvin talkd about the committee trip...

He flared up because I couldnt turn up for the outing on the coming sunday bcoZ i have got church.. I was caught in the dilemma of course..I have my priorities in life...and.. I guess life would be much better if he can understand...

I suddenly have the urge to tell him that I want to withdraw from main com.. I dun need the points anyway because I dun intend to stay in hostel..

Again.. Self-centredness comes in for the both of us... I didnt voice out my opinion of course.. but my facial expression already gave me away.. In the midst of fighting for his own interest and the way he think it is right.. can he spare a thought.. well.. maybe I am at fault..

I shoudlnt step into this in the first place..
It was impluse who dragged me into this fun but also the impulse that drags me into the dilemma.. To please God or man.. Of course I would choose the former...

Many may say.. Hey.. You christians are so Ba dao.. But I dun think so..I have the freedom to choose what i want... I know this walk with God is not going to be easy.. i have to face alot of dilemmas... which include the ones with Rosie..

Well... His love will be the most unconditionaL...
even when everything fall aparts, He will be there...

ReunioN

Finally it was the long awaited holidays.. and it was like so long ago since I last enter a blog... well a lot of things happen in between that I didnt pen down..

The most recent event was of course my birthday!! :)
Had a lot of blessings.. I duNno how to start and where to start..
start by thanking God that He has given me a very nice cell group. They bought me a musical box which was like so unexpected, I thought it would be a bible.At first was totally dissappointed coZ anyone in a sound mind wouldnt have gotten me that. The musical box looks very mundane, a white classical piano.. Nothing special, but it carrys a very meaningful thought from the buyer--Alan. Thank You Alan for spending time with Pam to go down and buy.. Most importantly thank you for being so sweet for he took notice of every action I did.. Alan says it was a good medium for me to relax when I am stress because he thinks that I am always stressed up by work..

Secondly Thank God for a wonderful family... very supportive!! They brought me out to eat.. and everybody just dotes on me... I felt so blessed..Although that day initially I didnt feel very good, I was overwhelmed by their love.. Of course got some ang baos from my uncles n aunties. Thank you God.. I love mum n dad... They never stop caring about me..

Thank you Sinsin for remeberin my brithday especially thoughtful when the sms comes from US!! *hugs**

Thank you YAna for giving me the unexpected gifts! It meant alot to me because it was a badge from the Children Church. Yana I hope one day you will come back and serve with me.. I hope we can bring more souls to the kingdom of God.. it says "8493 souls" These words are significant.. And her messages are like.. so touching...

Thank You my dearest Odac mates from Berlumut.. They bought me a cake.. and they surprised me when I was washing the tools...Apple, Nike, Jiawei, Qingrong, Chaoyi drew in my keg!! My injured leg!! I loved them.. They are like so fuNny and so sweet. I htink these Odac peeps are gifts from God, friends whom I can trust and walk with them at least for these 4 years..

Thank You Alvin for reminding everyone that its my birthday..You are so thoughful!! And when I thought you werent care, you did..

Friends bombarded me with sms.. And all together it was about 40 over.. When I received Renhao's msg, I was very touched coZ it was unexpected..
Tingying, Harry, weeshan, huiqin, PRIS!!, Jiabi, Xinyu, Gina, Gene, Shichang, YUqian,Nicholas, Vel, Sirjana, Crystalline, Serene, Serene, Sheena, Sharon, Helena,Cynthia, JIARONG fr AUSTRALIA!!!!,Davin,Sarah,Jeslin,Chunshan,Hanchong,Lilian,RALPH(rosie's boyfriend) telling me that Rosie loves me very much!! I was very touched!!!!!,Rosie(the day before I was very upset by her because she thinks that we have drifted le.. I tot I wasnt affected but I was crying when I saw that),dixon, a call fr MINGWEN!!!,darren fr OBS,Chermaine My dearest friend fr Cedar, Grace, Xinyu, stephanie my baobei cousin, my FATHER waking me up early in the morning just to say Happy birthday...very blessed...

i Thank Nicholas for his tender loving care... For he comforts me when I am upset..He calls ,me at 1140 on my birthday so that He ll be the last to wish me happy birthday...thanks dear

I thank God for Mathew..I just love his company during the camp.. Somehow I have this afinity towards him..We watched stars together in BErlumut..

Thank you Lord for cyn!!! She is like dman sweet coZ she went alll the way to jalan besar to get me a precious tot NKJV bible in which i love it very much. And she manage to pull me closer to rosie.. She helps to restore the broken relationship.. A prayer is the only answer when you dunno how to solve a problem.. God ll open a way for you.. He did for me.. I kept crying out to Him that I doesnt want the realtionship with rosie to be like that...
At night Rosie came to my house.. And we have some quality time together... I miss the Old her.. I miss the old times we had.. Although things can never be the same again.. I thank God for showing me a new way..

I thnak God for the ODAC foot committee for specially meeting up just to ceb with me.. that includes NIKE joaNna ROSIE alvin jiawei and Kelvin

Thank God for JIawei this sweet brother who went to get somehting for me.. He is a pillar in the school whom I can depend and talk to..Thank God..

Thank God for Helena who talks to me when I am upset...

Thank God for Babe aka Zhenying.. You are the best sister!!

ThaNkg God for my brother.. for he hears me out..
Thank GOd for my mummy who loves me and wants the best for me.. Who is upset with my injuries...
Thank Davin for coming down to hougang to ceb with me...
Thank The LORD for HIs love!!!!!

Berlumut

I love BerluMUT!! i think I miss everyone there.. I miss the Sun
the leeches, the stars, the friends, the grounds, the mountain, the rami burgers, the fun, the rain, Kesha, caicai, zhang hao, feiwei, mathew, nike, jiawei, apple, serene, chaoyi, JEffrey,sian ping...EvryBody!!! The songs.. are so nice.. The food are so good.. The fall was so pain.. The love was so great.. In short, I love the ODAC peeps and reality has set in that I havee to come back and study!! :) well guys, I love YOu all.. And I love God for protecting me always.. I love mym mummy for caring so much for me.. I love her for she is so sweeeeeT *hugs*

hahahah

Little Leroy came into the kitchen where his mother was
> > > > making
> > > > >dinner.His birthday was coming up and he thought this
> > > > was a good
> > > > >time to tell his mother what he wanted.
> > > > >"Mom, I want a bike for my birthday."
> > > > >Little Leroy was a bit of a troublemaker. He had gotten
> > > > into
> > > > >trouble at school and at home. Leroy's mother asked him
> > > > if he thought he deserved to get a bike for his birthday.
> > > > Little Leroy, of
> > > > >course, thought he did.
> > > > >Leroy's mother, being a Christian woman, wanted Leroy to
> > > > reflect
> > > > >on his behavior over the last year. "Go to your room,
> > > > Leroy, and think
> > > > >about how you have behaved this year. Then write a
> > > > letter to God and tell
> > > > >him why you deserve a bike for your birthday."
> > > > >
> > > > > Little Leroy stomped up the steps to his room and sat
> > > > down to
> > > > >write God a letter.
> > > > >
> > > > >Letter 1
> > > > >Dear God,
> > > > >I have been a very good boy this year and I would like a
> > > > bike for my birthday. I want a red one.
> > > > >Your friend, Leroy
> > > > >
> > > > >Leroy knew that this wasn't true. He had not been a very
> > > > good boy
> > > > >this year, so he tore up the letter and started over.
> > > > >
> > > > >Letter 2
> > > > >Dear God,
> > > > >This is your friend Leroy. I have been a good boy this
> > > > year and I
> > > > >would like a red bike for my birthday. Thank you.
> > > > >Your friend, Leroy
> > > > >
> > > > >Leroy knew that this wasn't true either. So, he tore up
> > > > the letter and started again.
> > > > >
> > > > >Letter 3
> > > > >Dear God,
> > > > >I have been an "OK" boy this year. I still would really
> > > > like a bike for my birthday.
> > > > >Leroy
> > > > >
> > > > >Leroy knew he could not send this letter to God either.
> > > > So, Leroy
> > > > >wrote a fourth letter.
> > > > >
> > > > >Letter 4
> > > > >God, I know I haven't been a good boy this year. I am
> > > > very sorry.
> > > > >I will be a good boy if you just send me a bike for my
> > > > birthday. Please!
> > > > >Thank you, Leroy
> > > > >
> > > > >Leroy knew, even if it was true, this letter was not
> > > > going to get
> > > > >him a bike. By now Leroy was very upset. He went
> > > > downstairs and told
> > > > >his mom that he wanted to go to church. Leroy's mother
> > > > thought her plan
> > > > >had worked, as Leroy looked very sad. "Just be home in
> > > > time for dinner," Leroy's mother told him.
> > > > >
> > > > >Leroy walked down the street to the church on the
> > > > corner. Little
> > > > >Leroy went into the church and up to the altar. He
> > > > looked around to see
> > > > >if anyone was there. Leroy bent down and picked up a
> > > > statue of the
> > > > >Virgin Mary. He slipped it under his shirt and ran out
> > > > of the church,
> > > > >down the street, into the house, and up to his room. He
> > > > shut the door to
> > > > >his room and sat down with a piece of paper and a pen.
> > > > Leroy began to
> > > > >write his letter to God.
> > > > >
> > > > >Letter 5
> > > > >God, I'VE GOT YOUR MAMA.
> > > > >IF YOU WANT TO SEE HER AGAIN, SEND THE BIKE.
> > > > >
> > > > >
> > > >
> > >
> > >
> > >=====
> > >What You Think,
> > >You Create.
> > >What You Feel,
> > >You Attract.
> > >What You Imagine,
> > >You Become.
Watch your thoughts; they becum words Watch your words; they becum actions Watch your actions; they becum habits
Watch your habits; they becum characterWatch ur character; it becums ur destiny